January 2011
44 posts
I’m not the same. And things are going to change.
My problem is that I can't stay mad. I always end...
Trust.
There really isn’t any. To much worries
I need to clear my mind, I'm tired of thinking so...
I just feel like crying right now, and pour my...
I need someone to talk to, someone that can understand me. I cant spill my heart on here or to certain people. The only person I can talk to really is you, cause I trust you. But I cant share this situation with you. Because you are the problem, and so is everything around it. I’m clueless right now… I dug a hole from the start and I just cant get out of it.
Your period
deefromtheblock:
The negatives
Say bye bye to wearing white bottoms this week
You want to claw every bodies face off
CRAAMMPSS!
You cry over everything that goes wrong
Back pain
Your face breaks out
Cravings for random food that aren’t in your house
Your jeans won’t zip
Tampons take over your purse
The positives
Your not pregnant
I rather waste my time pretending than have to...
NEWS FLASH. EVERYONE TALKS SHIT. GET OVER IT.
Oh shit; I'd be the girl in this situation.
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.
Theres not much I can say because theres nothing...
Obviously my past cant be forgotten. Because people love to bring it up, yes I’ve made a lot of mistakes, and made many lies. But that doesn’t mean I am that person now. I’ve learned my lesson. Just because he wants to still be around doesn’t mean anything, doesn’t mean I’m still around him. But whatever. All I’m trying to say is to believe in me because I...
“I’ve heard it a million times. “You can do better. You deserve so much more.” In...”
– (via fashionmoneyweed)
I feel..
I think there is a part of me that needs to be completely alone. Away from alot of things, I feel as if I’m drifting away from my own self. I dont feel right. I need space to find myself again, to be at peace with myself. I feel as if im always living the fast chaotic life that I live now. I don’t know what to do.
